KL + Genting

Next friday,

Ill be going to KL with by big gang of friends.

i believe this is the first time going out with them

Hopefully:

1. great achievement obtain
2. have great fun
3. healthy healthy
4. happy happy
5. heng heng
6. good weather!

hahaha.. so excited~~~~~

did i really do wrong?

did i really do wrong?

i agreed to Anonymous I, i do not have much knowledge about it.

and all i need is some time to learn.

To Anonymous III, i will definitely not going to do anything to you. and you won die for sure. just let me know if u really feel that what im doing or what i have done in the past is wrong.

study~~~

its so miserable when you wanted to study but due to financial problem you unable to~~~

Percy Jackson and the Olympian

Brand New Hardcover Books ~ Gift Set Books 1-5

The set includes the complete series:

The Lightning Thief
The Sea of Monsters
The Titan's Curse
The Battle of the Labyrinth
The Last Olympian

The complete Percy Jackson & the Olympians series in hardcover, packaged in a gorgeous, reclosable "steamer trunk" fit for demigods.

This perfect gift for Percy fans boasts a hidden compartment containing an exclusive Camp Half-Blood map and stickers.

i can get the book from MPH online at RM280. if i buy the normal book one by one without that gorgeous box and free gift would be RM30 per book and make up to RM150. near to half of the price.

Question: should i get the set or remain to the important thing, "the book"?

The Present

Years ago, my teacher had share this in class.

"Appreciate and enjoy what you had in the present, is your best gift of life"

this is from the book, "The Present" from Spencer Jonhson.

Seriously, this is a real great book~! Anyone of you that could spend just 1 or two hours in order to get a happier and more aggressive life should read this. its a short story with plain english. i tried to use the way to create my happiness and it works! i'm so effective and so much aggressive to finish my work!

Summary of the book:

Present can be meant as a gift or now, depend on how you look at it. But when you put them together, there's another meaning to it.
"If you take today as a gift and enjoy your day now, right now, you will find more happiness in life"
Most people don't enjoy their life b'cos they don't focus on The Present. Many people live in The Past, still pondering things that they might have regretted, or live in The Future always striving so hard in wanting to achieve this and that. In the nutshell, living in the past and future will not give you the ultimate happiness.

Flying abroad

sometimes whwn i think back, i actually own people quite a lots of money.

By right, i should save it and pay them ASAP.

but somehow, i need to spend at some time too...

Im young. i have plenty of chances to go abroad.

But my mum is not.

I really wish to bring her out of the country this year.

Gotta work hard.....

Limitation

Sometimes,

i really don't know what i want.

i try to be excel in everything. But i know i definitely have the limitation.

Nothing is impossible,

yet,

Nothing is perfect.......

My life- SJAM

I always have a lots of thinking for my life..

how i want it to be, how it ought to be, how it should be and has it been going according to the plan.

im someone who really like to plan and stick to my plan. does not like anyone to disturb my plan.

few years back,i had decided to stay on with my rank at Sergeant for my entire St. John life.

My officer intend to promote me but i refused. Because i don like the political issue that they are having. and im really happy with who i am now.

Last year, a higher rank officer approach me and he wanted to promote me as well. Once again i said no. somehow, he said he wanted me to be the Area Honorable Secretary.

This is a real high post.

I was shocked and i replied 'you are crazy'. Frankly speaking, i like the post. but the rank is simple too high for me. it even higher then those who had been officers for the past 7-8 years.

I was very emotional as i really don know which to go for. should i or should not i?

i always remember what my officer said, "grab what you out to get, chances don come twice".

I talk to him and he is very happy and wanted me to go for it. He said, he is proud of me. But i knew.... something was amiss at that moment.

I decided to take up the post and i believe i was the youngest for this post and within 4 years i climb up to this position.

I was happy doing all the secretary work. It was extremely busy and tiring. But i do enjoy it.

Last week, when i went to meet up with that high rank officer, he offered me to be conferred "Pingat Jasa Terpuji". Once again, i was shocked. I had never put this in my mind. It was too fast.

Although this will depends on the National Headquater decision whether i can get it or not, but, Im happy because he appreciate what i had done.

Question arises, am i fit to get all this?

CNY

Years by years,

its already 201o.

its really not a fantastic new year this time.

i do not know why.

perhaps,

i do still care for job even when its on a holiday.

in the past, when my father is still around,

he and i will be out on the street for dragon dance performance on the first and second day of new year.

after his death, i do not have the courage to continue my journey with them. but this year, i decided to go back and join them.

it was busy and tiring. leaving family aside and go for street performance, wondering, how many people can do it?

yesterday night when to my aunty house. looking at everyone, the youngster has become so matured, the adults is getting older. suddenly my heart felt so pain.

i know that there is nothing we can do. its just the cycle of life.

pretending that i was very happy playing mahjong with them.

but when i think of my father, second aunty and eldest uncle, i suddenly realise that i really miss them a lot. cny so called 'reunion dinner' seems to be so meaningless.

this is human.

we do not appreciate what we had.

when we lose it,

we tend to miss it.........